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IDEK ANYMORE. [Nov. 24th, 2009♥08:10 am]
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This post was going to be a rant. A long winded rant of utter crap because today has been a terrible start to a day (internet wise, but that rant of mine was going to include a lot of real life stuff too), and I am not in a happy flower mood. But I'm not going to do that at all. Why? Because it's a waste of my time and I don't want anyone to read it anyway. Why not? Because I am supposed to be a happy freaking kitten and I refuse to not be because there are enough unhappy, displeased, upset, angry people on the internet, particularly the rpworld, for all of us, and if there's one less, well then, that's all for the better.

(lolcats from ksu!tonks' email to her son a few days ago because I don't have time to gather some new lolcats for this post, okay? I cite the second one as a reference.)

For everyone who wants to know what my rant was about, here's what it boils down to: Everything sucks. People, in general, suck. (not in the dirty way, get your minds out of the gutter!)

And one of the reasons why, I do believe, is because everyone (and I mean everyone, myself entirely included) is too fucking serious. Whether it's about their character's feelings, about themselves, about their activity limits, about how they run things, about everything, one way or another, people are being too damn serious. And when people make posts like this, they say they're not talking about certain people, but I am. I'm talking about everyone. Yes, you. And you. And me. Everyone in the RPworld, and also about ninety percent of the world (look at me, being generous), is too serious about something. At least one thing. And don't say you're not, because even if you don't realize it, you are. It may not even be about RP! (to which, I salute you) It may be in your real life. But no matter what, we are all taking something too seriously.

So, that brings me back to why I'm ranting about seriousness rather than ranting about something in seriousness that would, as I said, be a waste of my time and only serve to likely make more people unhappy in the process. It's because it'd be too serious. This is the internet. We all need to lighten the hell up sometimes. RPing? Is a game, a hobby if you will. Not one to be taken as serious as some people do, in their own ways. Oh, it's something you shouldn't flake out on, and not take like a game of hopscotch where you can just jump in and out without regard to plots and characters and people needing you, because even if it's just a game, it's a game with some responsibility (something a lot of people used to realize, myself included, but not so much it seems anymore). But who the hell said that responsibility can't be coupled with fun anymore?

I'm going to end this post now, because that's all I wanted to say. (except everyone go to this site for some lulz. hilariously, as my next sentence will tell you, that cat with the going in one ear out the other is very fitting for this last bit here) I have no doubt that after you all read this, you will likely forget it shortly after. Some of you are, likely, right now looking at this post going "What the fuck is she talking about?" or "Bitch is craaaazeh." or maybe just "Silly little girl doesn't know what she's talking about." but I hope that maybe this can be a step in a better direction towards the internet being less sucktastic, okay?

Now I have to go make sure that my cat didn't, like, knock over his waterbowl again. And have ten minutes to get ready and rush out the door KAYBAI.
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[Nov. 9th, 2009♥03:04 pm]
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Siiiigh. I haven't written anything for [info]rpwrimo in days, and can barely bring myself to write even a word a day for NaNoWriMo. *headdesk* I just feel like crap anymore. My muses are being quieter than usual, and the only one I can get to even vaguely talk is KSU!Tonks and she's bleeding into AM!Tonks a bit, which isn't so bad since they're fairly similar in personality, though with key differences. At AM Domini and Lilylu just... won't say anything. Which is bad for both, especially for Lilylu, because she's supposed to be talkative. I just look at their f-pages and go "ehhhh" to the idea of commenting anywhere. And as far as doing tags, I have one tag I needed to do days ago, and another I needed to /start/ days ago so I kind of hate my life. OH, AND I TOTALLY FORGOT THE PLOTPOST THIS WEEK, ISN'T THAT GREAT? UGH. And I shouldn't even be daring to look at [info]steamtrek. Because no doubt it will be a big, fabulous game and my track record with big, fabulous games sucks. BAD MEGAN.

I woke up late today, missing breakfast next door, despite the fact that I could have gotten up early QUITE easily, I am just a lazy sod. I'm waiting for daddy to get home with hopefully my new inhaler, a new pair of headphones, and my library book. Because my old inhaler is deadoes and I am having issues breathing, my old headphones died and these iPod ear buds hurt, and I just like having library books.

/lame post.
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[Oct. 22nd, 2009♥09:50 pm]
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I HAS NO INTERNET. I am using my neighbour's computer for a moment just so I can say I HAS NONE. IDK how long I will be ~without it, but at least through tomorrow. POSSIBLY longer. Gosh I hope not but WE SHALL SEE. :(
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[Oct. 10th, 2009♥12:29 am]
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TODAY KIND OF SUCKED ASS FOR A MULTITUDE OF REASONS RANGING FROM ANGST, PEOPLE SUCK, AND ME BEING BROKE AS CRAP.

Erin and I are working on clearing out the apps before we OPEN AM. Plotpost is written, and a little NPC Modtrolled journal has been made which I am all proud of, especially the former because I find it very professional and pretty and AWESOME, OKAY.

I'm not going to talk about the fail of today pre-getting-on-the-computer-tonight because it's silly and I don't even care much about it now. Or anything, at the moment. It's such an off day, I'm not even sure I'm upset I was rejected at BW. I'm a bit pissed off about that, but I'm shrugging for the most part because I'm not all that surprised, considering. Sigh. I want today to be over at AM!Opening day to start so I can be RPing Lilylu and Tonks. I am so tired I need some happeh.

OKAY BACK TO MOD DUTIES >.>
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nanoisms 2008! [Oct. 6th, 2009♥12:34 pm]
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Need to finish this app. Yes. Later. Right. Great. ANYWAY, NaNoWriMo is soon. GO AHEAD AND ADD ME. And I was going through the new NaNoisms thread for this year (here) and looked to see if I still had my stock of them from last year, and lo and behold! And I realized I never shared any here. And yes I realize that sharing/saving typos is silly but I don't care they are amusing.

a entire cut devoted to me being an idiot. yay! )

Which reminds me I need to go write an outline for this year... Oops.
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comparing remus/tonks to edward/bella. no, really. [Sep. 24th, 2009♥02:33 am]
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Wow. So, while I was trying to sleep I was doing a brain post (aka a "thoughtful" journal entry that only exists in my mind because I never post it) about Tonks and some things the RPworld does to her that pisses me off, and I had been reading Twilight parodies for the past couple of days and somehow my brain suddenly came to the conclusion that Edward/Bella is a seriously messed up version of Remus/Tonks. Yes, I am serious. And I couldn't go to sleep without Seriously posting about and doing a full comparison because WHAT THE HELL? I would go into my feelings on both ships, but I'll save that for another day.

a detailed comparison of twilight to a harry potter ship. )

Well. I wonder if I should do this more often? In it's own, mind-killing way (seriously, I feel really light-headed and sick), it was interesting and fun.

Unrelated: Victoire and Teddy are fourth cousins once removed, as both are distant descendants of Phineas Nigellus Black. As I learned from the HP Wiki. Just sayin'.
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[Sep. 20th, 2009♥02:02 pm]
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My dad just told me the amazing tale of my brother, Jonathon, and how Jon's house was attacked last night. As in, toilet papered. And then the toilet paperers knocked on the door, but when Jon answered it there was no one there. So the next time they knocked, Jon apparently ran out the door and chased the guy down street. Apparently, the guy had a camera phone in hand and had been planning to take a photo of Jon all ~enraged, but not so much. The belief is that it may have been some folks from the Church of Scientology, because apparently my brother blogs about the fail of said Church (he is a scientologist, notably, just not with the ~Church), and some time ago some ass posted his address online.

Yep.

In other news, I changed AM Tonks' PB to the lovely Allison Scagliotti (well, am in the process of changing over, I have to finish and post the sets I have so I can re-download them so I can use the IJ Uploader for just the icons I want/can use). I feel a bit like a traitor, because Stacy DuPree was my seventh-year I-hate-capitalizing-the-beginning-of-my-sentences Tonks at TMF, and I had sworn up and down that if I ever got to play a pre-Order Tonks again, Stacy would be my pick, but Allison wins too much, and [info]hp_anon agreed with that sentiment last night at like three am my time.
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[Sep. 18th, 2009♥09:10 pm]
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I'm not going to say what I'm thinking about because then I'll just get upset, and I'd rather just put it in the past now, anyhow. I thought about ranting here, I even considered doing a ~rpvents, but I won't, because it won't help anything, and I'll just feel like an ass. So, that's that.

Going to watch Supernatural in a moment, and then Vampire Diaries after that, so I'll do a post about those later.

Facebook is being a whore. NaNoWriMo is too far away. I'm too picking about watermelon. I feel so unmotivated to RP, and the only games I want to pay attention at right now are the ones that aren't opening until October. Yeah.

Also, ATTN: JESSI )
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fml [Sep. 6th, 2009♥04:44 pm]
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Dear Photobucket,

Hate you too.

No love,
Megan
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[Sep. 4th, 2009♥05:09 pm]
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Let's talk about why Megan's day sucked.

numbered list cut for the good of mankind. )
/RANT.

Merr. I have more than a few apps to do. One is almost done, thank goodness.

(ps. the rant looked longer when I typed it, idk)
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[Jul. 13th, 2009♥01:57 pm]
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OKAY I AM FREAKING OUT RIGHT NOW, REALLY SERIOUSLY SO I JUST IDK IT'S CRAZY AND MAD AND IDK AND IDK Aksfnkndsgvknklsdvb;lsmvlnsmdg Okay, okay okay okay okay OKAY EVERYTHING IS OKAY OKAY. BREATHING NOW BREATHING.

IN EXPLANATION;

My dog bit my mother, and IDK WHAT THE FUCK IS HAPPENING.

Basically, what happened was that she just reached down to pet him and he went FUCKING PSYCHO ON HER. NO REASON. NO FUCKING REASON WHATSOEVER. My mother has always been nothing but NICE to him, we've had him for YEARS and the idea that he could do this is fucking INSANE and I am totally freaking out right now and I, personally, don't like the look of the wounds, considering my mother's general health. I don't know, she looks better now, but I DON'T KNOW.

When I got the call from my dad, I was sitting with Diane and Patricia in a doctor's office, and I was like "Why is daddy calling?" and for some mad reason I was thinking library books or food, but then he told me he was at home, and I was scared to death that Scooby had bitten my itty bitty kitty Merlin, I NEVER EFFING EXPECTED THIS WHAT THE HELL.

Stop the world, plz. I want off.
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twitter update by loudtwitter! [May. 20th, 2009♥12:11 am]
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  • 02:36 the gum on the backside of my two upper front teeth aches/is sore/is scratched/hurts like HELL. SWEET SNAPPLES. #
  • 15:59 my internet is being fustratingly slow with some of my firefox tabs. #
  • 16:27 GAH, MY COMPUTER BE HATING ON ME. why why why. IS FIREFOX MAD THAT I WATCHED THE GOOGLE CHROME COMMERCIAL THREE TIMES? #
  • 16:55 hopefully having defragmented will help with the fail. #
  • 16:56 argh. slow loading for the lose. #
  • 17:39 comps still being aggravatingly slow. #
  • 21:33 rargh computer still somewhat hating me. #
  • 21:40 dsfkndsvnlnvknvkevnkdlffiojfdjf keyboard smash #
  • 22:47 I think I figured out one of the reasons my pc is having issues. Overloading, and OpenOffice open racks it up past boiling point. #
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HUMAN EDIT: JUST IN CASE ANYONE IS CURIOUS, I FIXED IT. IT WAS MY INTERNET BEING SCREWY.
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[May. 18th, 2009♥09:08 pm]
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My attention span needs some serious lengthening. SERIOUSLY.

It's a feat of wonders if I can go a few weeks with the same story keeping my interest to write. But then, of course, my mind wanders. Wanders to other, supposedly more awesome, story ideas. And then my brain gets tired of the same old, and begins to try to convince me that one of these new stories could be so much more interesting and fresh than the old one.

And then I end up with another part-finished story, and starting on a new one.

I have never, ever finished a story properly. As far as "improperly" goes, they were both for school, one was an essay-story that was just a big lolwhut thing, and the other was the most horrible thing ever, and ended with a "AND THEN SHE WOKE UP AND IT WAS ALL A DREAM" ending because I am the Procrastination Land Princess.

SO here I am, the past eighteen chapter fantasy tale open in three Google Document tabs in Firefox, and on my window bar, OpenOffice sitting quietly, enticing me to type something different than my run-of-the-mill fantasy genre.

Oh, fail.

SPEAKING OF FAIL. I failed my driving permit test. Again. Boo.

UNFAILY, Castle is an AWESOME show. Hilarious, adorable, and a murder mystery! THREE OF MY FAVOURITE SHOW QUALITIES. Also, it has Captain Mal Reynolds in it. Firefly actor's shows make me happy! Unless it's Summer Glau and the Sarah Conner whatsit.
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busy kitty was busy. [Apr. 29th, 2009♥09:23 pm]
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TODAY WAS CRAZY DAY. Allow me go into detail.

So, a few weeks ago my dad attempted to get me an appointment for today, but they said that it had to be made for the same day he makes it! IDK WHY. SO HE WAITED till today, and called them up, and guess what they said? THAT THEY WERE SWAMPED, OF COURSE. And that he should take me to the freaking EMERGENCY ROOM for no damn good reason.

SICK OF THAT BULLSHIT, he made me an appointment at the No Appointment MD, which is the place he goes. Which will be talked about in a second hurr.

SO then we went to the MVD/DMV, for my Instructional Permit test and his Motorcycle written test. I, OF COURSE, FAILED. I got seven out of 22 questions WRONG. Because A) the test is just a bit silly, and B) my studying abilities suck. My dad did pass his test though!

Then we went to my appointment. And waited. And waited. AND THEN WAITED SOME MORE. Until I was seen. AND I HAVE TO SAY, despite the long waiting time, I liked that place so much better than my old doctor. It was so casual and comfortable, I am SHOCKED.

Right so. THEN I COLLAPSED ON MY BED WITH TIREDNESS. Then we went to my mom's appointment, and then the library (YAY I HAVE FIVE BOOKS NAO) and then we picked up some Valle Luna!

BUSY LITTLE BEE, TODAY I WAS.
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[Dec. 18th, 2008♥05:43 pm]
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I

hate eye exams

so. much.

ARGH. WHY DO THEY HAVE TO POUR THAT JUNK IN YOUR EYES AND MAKE YOU LOOK ALL MESSED UP AND JUNK? IT BURNS, AND THEN EVERYTHING HAS A BAD GLOW-BLUR EFFECT ON IT. AND THE AIR PUFFS. COME ON, THAT'S JUST STUPID. AND DIDN'T NEED TO BE DONE SIX TIMES, KTHX.

AND OMG, WHY NO PROPER RINESTONED CATEYE GLASSES? COME ON, NATIONWIDE, IF YOU CAN HAVE THOSE BUG EYE GLASSES, HAVE SOME CAT EYES. and wtf is up with the rectangles? come on. they aren't that great, and only look good on certain people. I WANT CAT EYES, GOSH DARNIT.

ugh, this is what I get for not holding my glasses properly while cleaning them.
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knives are sharp, fyi [Dec. 15th, 2008♥01:09 pm]
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[Current Location |PAINLAND, WHERE EVERYTHING HURTS]
[Current Mood |IN PAIN, CLRLY]
[Current Music |MY PAIN]

JUST ONE THING:

SO MUCH FOR NEVER HAVING CUT MYSELF ON A KNIFE.

XDFGDGCVGVGCVDFAZDSFGHJKLJJ; OW OW PAIN.
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[Nov. 19th, 2008♥06:27 pm]
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I JUST CLIMBED IN A FREAKING WINDOW BECAUSE MY DAD LOCKED US ALL OUT OF THE HOUSE sofajkfnmkdsnvknsvkn
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evil tooth [Nov. 9th, 2008♥12:22 pm]
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MY TEETH ARE JERKS.

I chipped my tooth! And now it is frayed and DRIVING ME MAD.

See, the bottom halves of my top front teeth are fake, after having been an idiot with a scooter and a pothole. I've had the fake bits since I was NINE, and was supposed to have them redone when I was THIRTEEN but that never happened! So, these temporary fakes keep chipping on me!

SO I bit into my fork, and chipped it.

Of course, I'm likely getting new ones before I'm 18, since my healthcare is state and that means yayness, and now I have more of incentive! Except. EXCEPT THAT I HATE DENTISTS. I MEAN, I AM A GOOD PATIENT, NICE AND QUIET, BUT I FREAKING HATE DOCTORS/DENTISTS BECAUSE THEY GET TO CLOSE MY PERSONAL SPACE.

So I am freaking screwed no matter what and that fails. Boo.

/rant.

But thinking about the latest SPN helps. Because depressed teddy bear = win. XD
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NANOWRIMO; (day eight) [Nov. 9th, 2008♥12:07 am]
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WORDCOUNT, AS OF 11:59 PM: 23,490

Good enough, though I admittedly lazed around today in comparison to the past few days.

I'm sad at the moment, because it seems like everyone is more depressed/annoyed everyday, and I'm sure I have no room to talk, but I kind of don't get it in a way. You know how you're in a good mood, and then you go talk to your friend who is sad and puppy-eyed at you, and you're just like asdfghjkl; unsure? Yeah. That. It's like, anywhere I glance (TV, radio, internet, RL) someone is depressed or annoyed or just plain baffling. And it makes my brain hurt or something. IDK! My brain, it is mush. I don't even know what I'm rambling about anymore. I just wish that there was something I could do to make everyone cheer up, but yeah. It is late, what.

AND THE PLOT SICKENS: Maribelle was attacked by shadow demons, Jared woke up in a river, and then went and found Daisy and Tallulah, and is meeting Mathias/Hawkins.

No excerpt today because my writing fails and I don't want to clutter the webs with it anymore, dangit. Sometimes, I seriously wonder why I even bother with the internet. I mean, really. What am I doing on here? Cluttering your flists with my complaints. BOO, SADNESS BUG HATH INFECTED ME.

Must go watch tv shows, especially SPN. It shall cheer me up, I hope. And read a book. And write my book.

EXCERPT: yes, I lied. I am a litterbug, and always have been. I remember, when I was six, I threw down my pop can in the street when riding around the neighbourhood with my friends. and one freaked out on me. and I was like, dude, it doesn't like matter! someone else will clean it up. then she- wait. maybe I'm wrong? yes, wait. my friend threw down the can, and I freaked on her! no. wait. oh, I don't remember. )
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NANOWRIMO; (day five) [Nov. 5th, 2008♥08:18 pm]
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WORDCOUNT, AS OF 8 PM: 13,180

I made up for the ground I lost yesterday, but without the ground I hoped to gain today, gah.

In general, today sucked. A lot. I have a weird sore-like thing on the back of my ear's pierce-hole, my tongue is blistering from too many sunflower seeds, I am panicking over the country, panicking over my wordcount, general non-specific panicking, etc.

AND THE PLOT SICKENS: So. I spent TWELVE HOURS writing 1,000 words of the crappiest scene between Tallulah and Mathias/Hawkins EVER. It was insanely annoying. They flirted. Badly. And generally were out of character, and not paying attention to the PLOT, the bastards. Then I wrote up a scene for Barlow, and though it was redundant, and long-winded, I loved it, and I found I love him. He was thinking about how his holding just got fraked up by goodness-knows what. And then revealed that GASP Maribelle is his mother. Another 1,000 words. Then Maribelle was in limbo-land and just now came out of it, waking up. Yay.

EXCERPT: the crappiest scene yet and just so happened to be Mathias (aka Hawkins) first him-oriented one, boo. )
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