InsaneJournal

Current mood:	scared
Entry tags:	nebraska, nightmare

OH MY GOD. OHMYGOD.

I JUST HAD THE MOST TERRIBLE NIGHTMARE IN THE HISTORY OF NIGHTMARES.

I dreamed that on my trip to Nebraska, there was no internet. NONE. WHATSOEVER. The scariest part? I know this will likely be true D: See, Gordon, Nebraska, is a SMALL town. Like, you blink you miss it small. And everyone there is mainly old, and on the poorer side, which means the likely hood of there being internet ANYWHERE in the entire town nearly impossible. I can almost most definitely say my Grandma doesn't have any.

TWO WEEKS. NO INTERNET. Dear God, how will I survive? I fully intend to bring my Laptop and try to find any Wireless signals like a hunter hunting his prized animal huntythingiethatIdon'tcondone. But I don't count on finding any.

And that wasn't even the end of the dream. To boot, when I left I was retarded enough to not prepare till last minute, and therefore didn't say goodbye to everyone here online, didn't put up hiatus messages, didn't put up my cell number for just in case, etc. And that drove me mad, and I kept trying to use the computers that were in the Store in Gordon where the internet was closed at FIVE, and to boot they wouldn't load any pages except the two that were Gordon made, even after FIVE HOURS. FAILFAIL.

And then, lastly, since I prepared terribly I didn't bring any soap, my toothbrush, laptop, book, or ANYTHING BASICALLY so I was in a very bad position there. As well? The car ride to Grandma's took LESS THAN A DAY, so I didn't get to enjoy the comfy Buick for long and that was just djjkdhjkgdfd.

IN SUMMARIZATION: I iz v. v. worried now about this trip.