no one can blame you if you want to go home.

( booklist of read, wanting to read, and going to read. in no particular order, unfortunately. )

So the big old family reunion at Fort Robinson on Sunday has been canceled. Because first, my Great Aunt Verla (who's son is the one the memorial/thingish was for) couldn't make it because of some silly health reason. And now some folks who were taking the managing over can't make it either. So now my dad plans on fishing with his brother (and no doubt taking me), and that is rather failtastic. Also going to be going fishing with my dad's buddy on Monday, which is relatively less failtastic.

RP drama is still wracking my brain. I didn't leave the game (though I wonder if I should have) since I like my characters and don't think I'll find any other home for them, plus I think that the folk that left may have been blowing things out of porportion with the dealing with some other characters. I'm seriously looking for games that look trustworthy/interesting/in my age range, but the last bit is really driving me into the ditch. It seemed like everyone was 16+, then I turned 16 so everyone's 18+ which is starting to drive me mad since I keep seeing a couple games like that that I really want to app to because they're just so awesome looking. I did find a mild looking next gen for a Victoire muse to app for though, and another MWPP era game I'm considering, so. But there are those couple of games that are just SO PURRFECT I want in, in, IN. Yeah, all this while technically on Hiatus. I know.

I hate one of my aunts-by-marriage so much I want to punch her. I'm glad I pissed her off last year, she's a bitch. /random.

I want to go home. D:

OH WAIT. NEBRASKA ALLOWS FIREWORKS. And we bought about forty bucks worth today. Mostly firecrackers and sparking-thinks, like ten boxs of sparklers.

I AM IN GORDON NEBRASKA.

The Twitter-Journal-Updating service I use blackouted so bah.

Everything is relatively good. Fourth of July on Saturday, our motel is like right across the street from a huge tent selling fireworks that I hope we check out tomorrow. Fireworks are illegal in Arizona, so this is new and shiny and awesome. I want sparklers! I love sparklers. Grandma's good, same as before. Cat the calico cat is still there, I swear she must be pregnant, but Grandma's like "NAH, SHE'S JUST OLD AND FAT." Right. Meh.

I'm using my daddy's laptop because mine is really slow. And so.

RP is keysmash worthy right now. The game that had the super drama is now in more drama. The mods decided to leave, and took about three-forths of the game with them. Two other players have taken it over, so I guess we're restarting. I know I'm staying, I like that game. And I'm really sick of only being in a game for a few weeks before it dies/I loose interest/etc. So I want this to last, dagnabit. The other game I'm in I haven't had a chance to really jump into yet due to it starting the day before I left/the day of the IJ Blackout, so bad me, tsk tsk. I have two apps I want to get done sooner rather than later, in addition.

I SHOULD, CONCEIVABLY, BE LEAVING IN AN HOUR OR TWO, AND CURRENTLY GETTING READY.

But my daddy hasn't gotten up yet so I'm keysmashing and popping Advil and playing around. If I was a really smart kitty, I'd post that one last Hiatus message over at TA but I am lazy and feel more like ranting over here because I'm stupid. Even after the IJ Maintenance Hell of yesterday when I ended up tweeting out of boredom, as you all witnessed when LoudTwitter posted it.

ANYROAD,

So we're going up north, today up to Pagosa Springs, CO. Then tomorrow is all-day-Rocky-Mountain-way up to IDK because I forgot. Then third day is just up through Wyoming and then over into Nebraska to Gordon! Then like seven days of social family wtfever crap I hate the idea of. And I will be tweeting as we go, because I like to keep track/will have nothing better to do.

/not rant. GOING TO GET READY NOW.

• 01:04 Is this the twitter number i wonder #
• 01:05 Yes it was! Win. #
• 09:41 today I have to; clean off table, clean off chair, ready kitty for his stay with diane, pack all my stuff, find said stuff, wash clothes... #
• 09:42 panic, have a sit down with Scooby Doo, pick books to take, panic some more, print directions, go to bed early. OH AND PANIC SOME MORE. #
• 11:05 A FEW HOURS? A FEW HOURS. ON TODAY OF ALL DAYS. ksnkgnsbgj the IJ Gods are laughing at me. #
• 11:38 @princessjessia Who is Billy Mays and why do I recognize his name? #
• 11:39 @princessjessia OMG I JUST REMEMBERED OMG YELLING GUY WOWLY KITTENS. #
• 12:07 I really, really, REALLY hate cleaning. SO FREAKING MUCH. Especially when I have to clean things ENTIRELY. no fun, no like, BOO. #
• 12:29 and now I can't eat at my neighbours because Paula the Loudmouth Annoying Witch is there. skfnsjfnjnsg OH TODAY WHY DO YOU HATE ME. #
• 12:30 it's like God is saying, "CLEAN AND PACK, no more IJ or neighbour food for you." #
• 12:30 WELL, GOD, you're mean today D: #
• 12:31 *has nothing better to do but be a brat on Twitter* #
• 13:47 I LOVE GOOGLE MAPS. #
• 14:04 I would tell about some disturbing news about my aunt and her cat, but it's so WTFOMGBBQ I don't think I should. #
• 14:44 I AM NOW VERY PLEASED. I accidentally bought a dress in a size smaller than I am and it FITS ANYWAY and IS GORGEOUS. win, much? #
• 15:14 my dad just sprained his back. looks bad, very crippling. I am sknfjgjgnisdurt keysmashing now. MOST WORRISOME D: #
• 16:32 sajfnkjsangjngf FACT: If this was a few years ago, we would have been treveling on HW 6BLNK6 but but it's 491 so WHOO OKAY THEN THAT'S GOOD. #
• 20:05 early bedtime for CRAZY DAY. and IJ is still in maintenance, how unfortunate. #

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• 13:12 my family is arguing about the three 2005 war of the worlds movies. #
• 15:43 dying my hair, cleaning off table, finishing up lottie, cleaning bathroom, cleaning off chair, starting packing, likely in that order. #
• 17:19 I AM NOW A BRUNETTE. what man what. #

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• 15:47 IJ is down and I am sad. #

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*is glad she never talks to anyone on AIM, lol, AIM was hatin' on the universe yesterday*

In other news. MY CAT'S NAME IS MERLIN. Right. I have just a couple of days to get ready to go to Nebraska for, like, ten days. I to stretch the away time to eleven or twelve days but my parents SUCK. So have a to do list.

( to do list )

and a meme like thing.

( kabalarian name analysis )

• 14:21 well, screw you AIM. #
• 16:42 lol our dog doesn't like our doggy door. CHICKEN. #

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• 14:24 MERLIN. MY CAT IS NAMED MERLIN. HOW EFFING WIN IS THAT?! #
• 22:57 THEY DID NOT KILL THE CAT. NO WAY. OH COME ON. FIRST THE OLD LADY, NOW THE CAT. #

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• 16:30 fact: we may or may not have just named our cat after Indiana Jones. no lie, man, no lie. #
• 22:23 lol at sam running naked around the lake #

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HUMAN MADE ADDITION: My dad didn't like the name Indiana Jones (Indy for short). So, currently he is named Jack. Which is short for- well. Yeah. My dad and I are that terrible. I know, I know.

Also-

1) Pick one or more of my characters (feel free to do repeats, because the questions will probably be different!), and go here to generate 10 random numbers between 1 and 100. Generate a different set of numbers for each character you pick.
2) I will answer the corresponding questions from here from the point of view of the character(s).

• 09:23 My dad and I are going to go shoot paper plates! Fun fun. #

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• 03:25 I want to sleep but sleep no exist. #
• 11:06 HOME SWEET HOME. oh god my feet. I SCRATCHED MY TOES ON THE POOL AND OUCH. and oh my head. SLEEP I NEEDS IT. #

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As a note, on each of the characters I didn't include "sexual", because, 1) lol this is me, 2) hestia was like "pfft. please." / briony was like "lol really now.", 3) this is me going "hmm? I never even thought to have one of those!" Also, Teddy and Hes both have one other icon missing because I only have just over fifty for each of them, because I am a picky icon picker. Briony has, like, eighty though so she's good. Didn't include Elly because, um, IDK if the game is actually alive, and it doesn't look so.

Also! I've decided to do this with every character I get. BECAUSE IT'S GOOD, USEFUL, AND FUN.

LASTLY, because I am lame, icons were made by- chimerically (Teddy), embargo (Hestia), and swansong (Briony).

( character icon expression meme thang. )

• 12:37 OH MY GOD I HAVE LESS THAN FIVE HOURS TO PREPARE FOR MY FRIEND'S BDAY SLEEPOVER OH WHAT AM I GOING TO DO #
• 12:38 @princessjessia ♥♥♥ technical failures for the lose. #
• 14:20 I hate putting on new clothes when I haven't tried them on properly before. FAIL. I also hate swimsuits. EVEN THE PROPER ONES ARE DISTURBING #
• 15:50 ksnfnvnionewfniwrngk;lwaeb;kgawgogbewbgvdifpvfpadvkdfavo;wngoviwehofbiowaefgn #
• 15:50 err. that was supposed to end in /keysmash #
• 17:00 *IS PANICKING DON'T MIND ME* #
• 17:00 lnafnewofnvenvcwmnfknuebcfube /keymash KEYSMASH omdngdnsjcniedbiuebvjkdbvjk jsnfjibdsvbds e i wbfewbfn fbfjbfebfbdshbjb jd bjhvbjkvb #

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( social rant cut for your convienence )

• 01:07 HAHAHA I LOVE THIS SHOW. #

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Excuse the following keysmash, I'm just surprised.

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Okay, so. Apparently there is drama in one of the games I'm in, and I had no effing clue. On one hand, this means I'm drama-free, BUT the fact that I had no clue doesn't really speak well for my OOC-abilities, being that the reason is because I don't talk to any one. Which is bad. But probably good here, because I want no bits in dramaz.

But, I'm really surprised. I mean, I saw that there was a IC bitchiness beyond what I thought was sane, but I never thought it could have anything to do with anything OOC because I thought everyone was made of sunshine and rainbows, and I'm going "HO WHAT?"

And now I'm really bugged and worried because I don't know who's having dramaz and my overly curious mind is knfsaonbfnving. The mods said seven people. Seven. And all I can think is "WHO IS IT OMG WHO WHO WHO omg I hope no one leaves OMG WHO." and sjnnjsing all the way.

/rp craziness that surprised me utterly.

• 00:51 sookie and bill could kick bella and edward's asses, most definitely. #

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• 00:41 YOU CAN TURN CANS INTO BOTTLES. #
• 12:45 lol my mom just suggested we name itty bitty kitty TWILIGHT. HERE, TWILIGHT, HERE BOY. no. no, and no. she hasn't read the books, notably. #
• 19:07 why is my twitter firefox T red? #
• 19:07 NEVERMIND. #
• 22:42 recently notable suggested names for itty bitty kitty; TWILIGHT, MITTENS, NIKOLAI, IVAN, FREEDOM, GLENN BECK, GRETA, SUE, ITTY BITTY, FANG. #

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HUMAN MADE EDITS; I suggested Nikolai, Freedom, and Itty Bitty. My mother, OF COURSE, suggested Twilight, and also Ivan. And, obvi, that leaves my dad with Glenn Beck, Greta, and Sue. And Mittens the Kitten. My family is lame, myself included.

MY FAVOURITE IS ~FREEDOM~.

also, to avoid spammery. True Blood is a good show, though I wish it didn't have so much sex. Violence, and cussing I can stand, but when the sexytiems start, I ESC and switch tabs until I hear it end. I AM WEIRD, I KNOW.